Toulouse pt. 1
Toulouse pt. 1
"The earth laughs in flowers."
- Ralph Waldo Emerson.
My Uncle forgot to roll up the window to his truck, and we found this little guy inside.
He hates you.
He hates everything.
But especially you.
that owl is almost entirely head. Head and hatred.
IT’S SO CUTE
GUYS IT’S MY 21ST….AND I’M IN MED SCHOOL REVISING
the wildest thing in my life right now is my fringe, it’s pretty much obscuring my vision but I haven’t got the time to get it cut
why is JD from scrubs not a real person, i love you so much
why does so much of medicine involve testicles, ffs
my study group received this important pearl of wisdom from the older years concerning the conduct of testicular exams:
'when doing a testicular exam, the patient should be stood up. Kneel in front of them, slightly to the side. DO NOT KNEEL DIRECTLY IN FRONT cause it'll look like you're about to give him a blowjob, which isn't the professional look you're aiming for'
me and mike went to the park a few days ago (revision had stopped me from leaving the house for three days and that had to be corrected)
it was a beautiful day and I picked a million different types of daffodil and we bought 99 flakes and stumbled across a random art gallery
I feel like a child who’s just amazed by everything right now
like fluoxetine numbed my sadness and was a comfort when I needed it, but since I stopped taking it, happiness is sort of in HD
I had a minor worry when I saw my dr about what I should do if it all came back after she retired, and she gave me the name of another dr, but added ‘i don’t think it will. I think you’re so much more at ease with yourself and with everything that I don’t see it coming back anytime soon’
I’ve either been depressed/fearing relapse pretty much for the last 6 years and to not be constantly on guard for either and to know that you can actually be happy without medication is bloody amazing
#emotional posts 2k14
life wisdom: for exams, wear comfy jeans/hoody and your best underwear
then, even if you sit there not knowing the answers, you will at least feel both comfortable and fabulous
this morning I saw my GP, who’s been looking after my mental health for the past year. she’s taken me off antidepressants completely (bar one tablet, I haven’t taken them for a month anyway), and the entry of ‘depression’ on my medical records has been set as ‘past’ instead of ongoing
this was her last day at work before retirement and it was really good to just go back and thank her
and idk I’m just quite proud of myself, considering the place I was in when I first went and saw her, and the difference between then and now.
so yeah, happy times!
i’m going to a ball tomorrow and am generally excited about life rn
currently twirling around the room because this dress is so floaty it’s hard not to
Soma - The Smashing Pumpkins
pretty confident that this is my favourite album of all time
If I could choose one gig to go back in time to see, it would be this - RHCP, Slane Castle, 2003 (this is Don’t Forget Me, because the guitar from 4.40 onwards is one of the most beautiful things ever)
the whole gig is musical mastery. The thing I love about the Chili Peppers is how utterly in tune they are with one another; I’ve never come across another band with the same level of live improvisation skills and who fit together as such a cohesive unit whilst having pretty impeccable levels of skill on their individual instruments
(idk I just have very strong feelings about frusciante-era RHCP)
(I know I go on about the RHCP and JF all the time but I’ll carry on doing it until someone kills me out of annoyance)